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wahh wish i was this tan & this skinny.
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wah I wish my stomach looked like this.
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so jealous of how pretty she is :(
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Fuck Life.
I always go to tumblr when I’m ready to break. Always. I lost my password to tumblr & almost freaked so I had to reset it. If I couldn’t come on here…I’d go crazy. Tonight is a venting night because I haven’t had one in a while & lately I’ve been so stressed. I want nothing more than to rewind my life back to when I was a little girl. Because right now, life sucks. LIke honestly if I didn’t have a fear of dying I think I would’ve been dead or something already because I’m so sick of shit. Everything was so much easier when I was young. I miss “playdates” with my best friend. The one best friend that I couldn’t imagine my life without. I know everyone says that, but honestly she’s more than a friend and I can’t stress that enough. I don’t know what I’d do without her. No matter what, she is always there for me. Even when I start to push away for god only knows why, she’s always there for me to run back to. She’s been there for everything for me and there’s honestly not a friend out there that could ever ever ever replace her or meet the standards of friendship that she’s reached for me.
I honestly don’t know what’s wrong with me. Within the last few weeks, so much has changed. My once best friends..I don’t even speak to anymore. I don’t know what you’d call it now. I don’t know what happened. Everything’s such a blur because I was just so angry. At everything. And myself. And sometimes when I get angry, I tend to push the people that care most away. I don’t know why. If I knew why, I’d have stopped by now. But now hearing some things that have been said..honestly amazes me. It makes me question everything in the world. Like where did I go wrong? Do I pick bad friends or is it just me? And I hate saying that because I don’t think its it..that I pick bad friends. Because at one point, they were everything I needed and more. But now every things changed & it sucks. I have really good friends still that understand everything & are there for me always, but even still..everything just feels wrong. How one minute you can be best friends and the next you hate each other? when people from my soccer team did that, I never understood it. And here I am, myself, going through exactly what I thought was so wrong. I don’t understand like do we change? And just grow apart? I just want everything to be okay. I’m sick of being upset. I’m sick of being stressed. I’m sick of caring for people that don’t give two shits about me. I’m sick of doing things for other people who don’t give a fuck and wouldn’t do anything for me. Like why?
I really do hate growing up. I’ve learned nothing except that life puts you through a lot of shit. Shit where you honestly feel just torn to pieces. To the point where you don’t know if you can ever be the same
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